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Journal Entry: Tue Jul 29, 2008, 2:33 AM
It's an odd, peculiar and difficult feeling to be uninspired - especially when you are finally open to be inspired (not to insinuate that one was previously not open to it).
To be more specific, I mean myself and writing. I was always told I had a penchant for writing, a "real talent" (whatever that means). However, I didn't like to write. I always did though because something needed to come out of me in the form of language. I tried translating that need to create into other forms but to be honest, it's never quite as good as when I write. And now that I have opened myself to this world of manipulating language, nothing happens. But that's my life in a nutshell. I can't have both the want to write and the inspiration to write. Funny how now that I'm caring less about writing, I've had small sparks of words, the beginnings of phrases whisper through my brain.

If deleting deviantart were possible, I definitely would. I know I would end up making a new one and that would be fine. I'd post new pictures because I do not like the ones that are on here. But I guess I wouldn't be me if I did truly like anything I posted.

Is this making sense? Possibly. Or not.

At the very least, I see works on here (usually by strangers but sometimes by friends) that inspire me to continue.

What does it mean to be an artist?

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~candieshoes:iconcandieshoes: 5 days 1 hour ago
thanks for the fav!

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~bonnne:iconbonnne: 6 days 17 hours ago
thanks for the favs!!!!!
~carvelshadows:iconcarvelshadows: Jul 29, 2008, 4:12:20 AM
No problem! It's a great photo.
~stak6nada:iconstak6nada: Jul 29, 2008, 4:11:37 AM
thanks for the fav :)

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~carvelshadows:iconcarvelshadows: Jul 29, 2008, 3:03:38 AM
Sorry it took forever to respond.
I hope things look up for you. You deserve it.
When will I be able to see your face again?
I've got open ears and an open heart.
~glyceringumibear:iconglyceringumibear: Jul 23, 2008, 6:37:51 AM
he called me Wendy while he was ontop of me in bed ... Wendy is his ex fiance.

thats traumatic incident number 3 in case you were wondering. it happened around 4 this morning. i locked myself in the bathroom for an hour. right now hes at work & im here cleaning because hes a slob. he kept telling me that he cares about me. he wanted to keep the baby & to take care of us. i know he deeply cares about me but i dont understand how im supposed to react to him fucking calling me Wendy. shes hideous by the way if i wasnt offended enough in the first place.

these are the days of our lives ...

p.s. i love you

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~mybruisedsoul:iconmybruisedsoul: Jul 6, 2008, 12:42:39 PM
thank you for the fave :)

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~thaila19:iconthaila19: Jun 29, 2008, 12:08:45 PM
Thank you for the fave!
Cool gallery :D
*flaviafou:iconflaviafou: Jun 29, 2008, 9:32:34 AM
thank you for the fav!

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=peggymintun:iconpeggymintun: Jun 11, 2008, 6:15:41 PM
Hello. Thanks for the fav on The Devil's Breath.

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`Manu-80:iconManu-80: Jun 8, 2008, 11:35:59 PM


thanks a lot miss :heart:


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*introvertevent:iconintrovertevent: Jun 5, 2008, 1:30:50 PM




thanks!



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che calza a pennello...
*MANeatingCLOTHES:iconMANeatingCLOTHES: Jun 5, 2008, 11:23:52 AM
cheers for the fave

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~mrs-allonby:iconmrs-allonby: Jun 4, 2008, 1:50:05 AM
thanks for the +fav! =]

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*introvertevent:iconintrovertevent: Jun 2, 2008, 12:39:22 PM




thank you!



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che calza a pennello...
~rika-nose:iconrika-nose: May 29, 2008, 8:39:08 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:

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~Gwirrel:iconGwirrel: May 28, 2008, 2:24:14 PM


Thanks!


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*Laysa:iconLaysa: May 7, 2008, 10:59:25 AM
thank you so much for the favs!:-)
*dingodave:icondingodave: May 6, 2008, 4:15:18 PM
Thank you so much, i really appreciate your positive thoughts :) :peace:

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~carvelshadows:iconcarvelshadows: May 6, 2008, 3:56:33 PM
It was my pleasure David.
You have a sensuous gallery both in terms of nature and nudes.
*dingodave:icondingodave: May 6, 2008, 1:42:17 PM
Thanks a lot Amalie :nod:

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~emmson:iconemmson: Apr 11, 2008, 11:32:32 AM
thanks for the faves :)

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=PheebsYeahBaby:iconPheebsYeahBaby: Mar 27, 2008, 1:18:07 PM
thank you! :hug:

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